Disappointment...and tears.

I fully expect to cry a bit as I write this...when I started blogging, it truly was a place for me to "get it all out". Now, i love posting about family, and pictures, and funny stuff that you just *CAN'T* make up...but today won't be the fun stuff...I'm disappointed. My children are still at grandma/tee's house...my baby started walking, took her first steps away from me. She's growing so fast, it's killin me ya'll!

We found this house, all happenstance like, and we fell in love with it. Started fixing ours up to put on the market and everything...today, our Realtor comes for market analysis and says the house was in contract when they discovered a lien on it.

I'm heartbroken guys...my baby is walking without me seeing! The house that would have been perfect is gone...I know how blessed I am...I'm even trusting that the Lord will bring us something MORE perfect. But I refuse to hide the fact that I'm *really* disappointed! *REALLY*

So, Karen, forget all what we planned...we don't need it for now. Maybe one day...but not today. For today, I'm going to focus on being thankful for the house we have, which might be a little tight, but we love our house. and I'll just know that for a little while longer, we can't raise our own beef. :(

True to my word, I'm crying by the end of this post...so disappointed. but so looking forward to the great things God has in store for my family...Praise Him from whom all blessings flow.